NEW SEGMENT!! For many years I have asked myself the same questions after every heartbreak, "Why is love so complicated?" And "Why does it always hurt?" Countless times I have asked myself that and never got an answer. Many moments I have fallen in and out of love, no right word or sentence seem to fit to answer the same unnerving questions. It came to a point where I almost gave up on asking and just accepted the fact that the questions I ask myself don't have any answers. And I kept believing nothing else but that reason. Until a few days ago. Not too long ago, I realized that love IS supposed to be complicated and it will never be easy. Because if it was easy, then it's not worth anything. Love is supposed to make you feel challenged and once you take that challenge, love will make you realize many things. Love is filled with good days and bad, even if most days you have to struggle a bit more to have a bit of sunshine, love will make you feel like the things you do for it is actually worth something. Love is painful because loving someone means exposing yourself to the idea of pain. But pain gives you experience and with experience, you're never a loser. Love is painstakingly beautiful. It is magical. It's complex and hard to understand sometimes but, that's part of it. Love is a roller coaster ride, a gift, a fairy tale—or every cliche in the book that you can think of. The main point is, love cannot be defined by any simple word. Every person has a different word to describe love, and all I know, there will never be a definite answer. It will always change. For example; right now, what I know is, HE is STILL my definition of love. You ask me why? Why I keep loving him even when he had hurt me, even if he says doesn't feel the same way anymore. Because he made me feel what I thought was love for a moment in my life. He showed me love and I believed in that kind of love and I still believe in it. And I have moved on from what happened in the past and I no longer feel as strong for him as before, but he is still my love. Because you never just simply let go of someone who meant that much to you. And I think, being strong enough to forgive and still love someone who had broken your heart, is so much more than just a simple word called love.
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