Loving him is hard. It's a challenge to be loving someone like him. He's very unpredictable and mysterious. And I am stuck between never wanting to feel that kind of pain again and "I want to feel that kind of love again". He's confusing and he plays mind games and sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore. Loving him is hard. It's heart breaking and it makes you cry. It makes you stay up late at night and it can make your head spin 'round. It's hard. Loving him is hard. It makes you feel exhausted and tired. It makes you feel like giving up sometimes. It makes you wonder if it's still worth this much trouble. It makes you think if what you give is still enough. Loving him is hard. It's tough and can get really hard on the ass, yes.
But loving him is the best thing I know. Loving someone who broke your heart a couple of times, but you can't seem to set your heart free from him, that's tough. But it makes you strong. He makes you strong. He might sometimes be very confusing, but isn't love just that? Love doesn't make sense and it doesn't have to. You love him after all that's happened and you continue to love him every single day even if he says he doesn't feel the same way. You love him and that doesn't have to make sense, to make sense. It sounds really cheesy, but it's true. Love is completely nonsensical but that's just love. And yes, loving him is hard but loving him is the best thing I know.
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